Clothes!

Created on: Jan 25th, 2021 @ 04:58 AM

Finally after a long time, all of January so far I think, I wore normal clothes. Not anymore of course, it is night and am in a pajama.

I want to change the timezone on the blog, but I probably will replace the blog anyway. Want to do a nuxt site. I really enjoy working in vue. Declarative rendering is nice on it’s own, like with react/gatsby, but react is much more quirky, probably due to historic reasons.

Now, A Random Quote

Arrogance makes you stupid.

— Mary Trump

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